miss me!
In 13 hours, I will have left Singapore. I'm leaving for a far away country, abandoning my old life, and preparing to start afresh. I'll be gone, missing from Singapore, missing from the place that all of us live in. And, I'll probably never return .. ..
.. at least until next Saturday, 29th! :)
My trip is finally closing in, and yes, I'm flying off 1pm Saturday. I'm quite excited, since it's my first time flying with my clique; it's also the first time I flown in like 148901284 years. But, I also do not feel excited, because I keep thinking of the ubiquitous what-ifs in whatever I do. Like, when I pack, I think "what if I forget this? or forget that?". When I think of our journey around the area, I think "what if this happens, what if that happens?"
I'm sorry for being so worrying, but I can't help but feel that something will go wrong. Like Murphy says, "What can go wrong, will go wrong." That theory has happened to be before, and I'm not surprised if it happens again. I'm being extremely cautious already, making sure I brought what I need to bring.
Besides, I'm already almost bringing my whole house!
I won't be bringing any camera, unfortunately. First, I don't have any portable digital camera. Second, the less-portable SLR camera that my brother has, I cannot bring because he needs it the next day. Ugh, what a waste. I could have taken some very wonderful pictures. Ahhh!
I wonder what we will do the moment we touch down. I reaaaally hope it doesn't start raining on us. It'll be so depressing, really. We haven't any backup plan, so I'm betting all my hope in an okay weather.
Suddenly I ran out of words to blog. I'm thinking of a lot of things that I don't wish to blog out. Perhaps over the next few days, I'll blog each day to keep a record of what we've done so far! :) I wish I could picture blog though. Awww.
Okays, miss me people! :D